Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Soulmates and Bedmates - Part 15

Part 15 –  Cracks
Arnav looked at the girl sleeping next to him… no, not a girl, but a woman now, in all senses. She looked so beautiful, so ethereal, so innocent, however she had astounded him with the generosity of her body and spirit a few hours ago. She had opened to him, welcomed him, both with her heart and with her body, braving the pain, as he had loved her, as he had became her first man. 

“… Khushi, are you sure? ”
“… Yes Arnav please don’t stop…love me… ”
“… Khushi, it will hurt a little baby…Look at me Khushi…Look into my eyes…Stay with me Khushi…”
“…Aah Arnav, I am….I am going to…I can’t hold on anymore…” 

She had come in his arms, not once, not twice but three times, all the time moaning his name aloud. It had taken all his strength to not thrust into her and claim his pleasure. He was her first, he knew that….but in some ways she was his first too. He had never made love to a virgin before. Every woman he had gone out with knew the score. They knew what he expected of them, what they expected of him. It was a relationship based on selfish mutual expectations, however there was nothing remotely selfish in what happened with him and Khushi few hours ago

“…Khushi, are you OK?” He asked his desire for her still not sated…
“Yes, I am fine Arnav”
“I meant, are you sore there?”
“oh…A little…” she replied blushing prettily
At that he had pulled her closer and hugged her, intending to snuggle off and sleep with her but had been taken with surprise at her next words
“Arnav…Can I.. you know the other day you told me…” she paused stammering and faltering, unable to continue..
“What baby? …you know you can ask me anything…Don’t be shy..”
“Arnav...can I…Can I....I want to kiss you there…” she asked hesitantly, her head burrowed in his chest…
He drew in a harsh breath and shuddered as pleasure rippled through and started to tell her that she didn’t have to when he felt her first hesitant touch of her mouth on him
“…Arnav …what do you like…teach me”
He had groaned and pushed his hands in her head to show what he liked, finally splintering into oblivion at her loving ministrations….

That was few hours ago and looking at her lying next to him, the beast within him growled again. He caressed her lips with his, to which she immediately responded by moaning his name in her sleep and moving towards him. He found his body stirring unbearably, amazed at how he could not get enough of her!  But not today, today he needed to go slow with her.
“Khushi Baby wake up…”
“ummm….I need to sleep..”
“Sweetheart wake up, its morning ”
She was barely able to get up and replied drowsily “umm..let me sleep” she mumbled
“Sweetheart it’s morning and you asked me to wake you up..”
Khushi rubbed her eyes and slowly stirred into wakefulness... “I am feeling so tired” she muttered hazily and blushed prettily at hearing Arnav’s wolfish reply to the reason…

“Smile and say cheese everybody,” NK said as he was taking pictures and video of everybody to create memories for Anjali’s birthday. They were sitting at the dining table eating breakfast and Anji asked Khushi if she was feeling better and she if slept well. Khushi involuntarily looked at Arnav and blushed before replying to Anjali that she had slept very well. Arnav smiled at the answer as images of her soft warm body snuggled against his filled him, rousing his desire for her once more.

Before this thoughts could go any further, they were interrupted by Lavanya’s loud voice “Anjali, NK & I have a surprise for your birthday… everybody let’s go to the living room” and she dragged everybody near the big screen TV as she put a DVD in from a stack of DVDs lying next to it.

The big screen TV flashed images of a younger Anjali, Arnav celebrating Anji’s birthday. The next clip showed a clip few years  later, Arnav now sporting a beard wishing Anjali happy birthday and then Shyam entering and lifting her off the ground to wish her. Everybody was laughing at the old video clips that Lavanya had collected for Anji’s birthday when suddenly the screen showed an  image of Arnav lying on top of Lavanya on a bed. Arnav was kissing Lavanya hard on her mouth as his hips rocked her up and down…” Does this feel good baby?” “Aah… yes ASR..” moaned Lavanya and then the rhythm changed to a faster one and Lavanya’s moans became more high pitched….

“OH NO!! DAMN” Lavanya swore as she tried switching off the TV, and then finally yanked the wires out, her cheeks red with embarrassment…”I am sorry for the mix-up…” she squeaked to nobody in particular, tears running down her eyes as she ran to her room and closed the door shut.  She leaned against the door and a slow smile spread across her face. “Part A of the plan… check.”

Everybody in the room broke up in a burst, trying to cover the embarrassing moment in sudden flurry of conversation with the exception of one person. Khushi sat still, her face deathly pale as if all blood had been drawn away from it. Her heart twisted with pain as the images of him with her replayed in her mind over and over again . A sob broke from her throat as she got up to flee to the sanctuary of her room…

“Khushi…” Arnav called after her..

But she didn’t listen to him lest she break down in front of him… She quickly went to the room, oblivious of other people’s sympathetic looks, bolted the door and holed up in the corner as sobs racked her body. Pain like she had never known plagued her body as she cried mindlessly to escape it… What had she done…She had given into him…She loved him, but this was a normal occurrence for him, nothing special. She would last for a little while for him…but her heart was forever branded as his for the rest of her life... More tears poured out of her as her heart cried out his name. 
She ignored it just as she ignored a voice outside her door calling her name…

I know it's a short update...but an update nevertheless :-) Let me know your feedback


  1. again me first :)) ... jaldi se padti hoon abhi :P

  2. OMG! Lavanya is such a skank! HOLY SHIT! Who degrades themselves like that? wow!

    I am surprised at the extent she went through.

    Poor Khushi!

    Amazing update. continue soon =)

  3. aaaah wtheck did lavanya do?! Shes a crazy woman. lol this is messed up. It'll take a lot to clear up everything.
    Yay for the update after so long! thnks :)

  4. grhhhh lavanya x( .....poor khushi :( always a awesome update nancy loved it,,,,waiting for next part

  5. WTF is wrong with Lavanya!? She is such a bitch! Doesn't she understand that she was the one getting embarrased? Poor Khushi. Loved the update!

  6. OMG!!! Lavanya is such a BITCH.
    What a scank.
    Poor Khushi. Feel so sad for her. She is heart broken.
    Loved how they made love it was so sweet.
    Continue soon.


  7. Oh my god first I want to thank you for the update. I was waiting for it. It brought tears to my eyes. So good. I feel so sad for Kushi. Can't wait for the next update.

  8. Lavanya- Yes I hate her, but the fact I should appreciate about her is daring nature.. To display that clip in front of everyone though it was highly disgusting!

    Wondering how Arnav would make her understand!!

    Thanks for the PM..

  9. that ^%$@* bitch poor khushi and arnav boy he better do some thing after a great night to have that thrown in he face poor khushi thanks for the pm

  10. dis was amazin!! i cant wait 4 ur nxt update!!

  11. Oh my goodness. I cannot believe that Lavanya did that. Poor Khushi. Nice update.

    -desisweetheart9 from IF.

  12. stupid lavanya! why? cant u just be with nk and let these two lovebirds love? if u really loved arnav you would have set him go!

  13. It's the Agneepariksha for their relationship.n they'll pass out of it successfully.but lavanya is gonna pay for her sins.


  14. What a b#%ch... First she recorded them having sex and then used it against Khushi. ASR should kick her out now...

  15. Finally!! Im sooo happy to see the update! Good read!


    Thanks! Ams..

  16. Intense!!! Poor Khushi...I hope Anjali or Arnav throws Lavanya out. Arnav's got an uphill battle to convince her now.

  17. Oh! What sad day for Khushi... She loosen up with the man first time n u r seeing same man with another would b very he artful even it was past but girl can't stand in this situation....but hope Arnav will convince her.....

  18. lavanya is so desperate! leaking intimate videos of her n arnav just to hurt khushi??? how low can she get... i guess plan B is going to be worse than this??!! if only arnav would confess to loving her and not just wanting her... poor khushi :(((

    please update soon... thanks for the pm


  19. OMG Lavanya is such a bitch. I guess she just upped the ante

    loved the update

  20. He will soon discover that she has become his soul & he cannot live without her .... & so will she .... To hell with all the Lavanya's of the world.

    Waiting for the next update.

    Parul @ paru_rox

  21. oh fish!!!!that f****g bitch lavanya ruined everything.........arghhhh
    poor khushi....hope she finds strength to combat this shock of her life....
    amazing update!!

  22. Ugh...that Bimbo!! Hope Arnav makes her pay!!

  23. Omg what has lavanya done update soon pleasee

  24. Grrrrrrrrrrr..want to kill lavanya..
    btw when did she record all these stuff??
    Arnav u have to be careful about lavanya hereafter if u want khushi in ur life..
    khushi give arnav a chance..did he ever said that u r the only one in his life..u know his u must give a chance for him to explain things..
    dont shut him out completely..n dont keep urselves in self-pity.. was small..but a lovely one..
    may be this incident would help khushi-arnav to know better abt each other n to be there for each other in all times.

  25. sry 2 say u shld hav described a ltle more of arshi scene.
    damn that la n update soon

  26. Omg!!! Completely love it!!! I can feel kushis pain!!!!

  27. Priya - ArhiDeewaniMay 24, 2012 at 2:22 AM

    What the hell is wrong with Lavanya!!!

    Urghh I hate her so much!

    Update soon xx

  28. That was painful. Please don't LA pull another shyam . Keep this a happy story.

  29. lavanya is such a b*t*h!! please update soon!

  30. lavanya is such a....! arnav and khushi were so happy and she had to do that! but atleast arnav will realise what khushi means to him and wat he stands to lose!

  31. damn Lavanya & Shyam they both need to got lost, they are so nasty.

  32. I loved your update... been waiting. i hope khushi gives Arnav a chance

  33. Hi, Loved your update... hope u had a swell time with the in laws. I'm sad for Khushi tho' Giving herself up to someone is such a major decision for her and then the next day to face such a vision must be hellish though she new Arnav's past i guess but nevertheless being put before the crude truth of it all in such a disgusting way is so hard. La is a banshee hope she gets it gopod in the end. Arnav will have to win Khushi back and hopw he realises that this is love and not just lust with a silver lining

  34. lavanya YES her, she is one messed up bitch ... feel like killing her now .......

    I felt sorry for Khushi, wish aRNAV COULD BLAST lavanya head because of what she did to khushi ........

    really good update and can't wait to read the next chapter to know whats gonna happen between ArHi now ................

    Thanks for PM ..........

    Please update soon .........
    sweetvanie ..........

  35. WHAT THE!!! Awww.. Khushiiiiiiii, pleeaaasseee don't do this to Arnav!


    Update soon. I hope she listens to Arnav.. :(

  36. Awwww!!! I feel absolutely horrible for Khushi!!
    Man! Lavanya! Better get a taste of her own medicine - that is seeing Arnav kiss khushi senseless right in front of her!
    Anyway, great update! Looking forward to reading more! :)

  37. Wow now thats what i call super kinky...stooping so low...
    I go all ouy for khushi...poor many many aspirations...all shattered..
    Hope she doesny do something silly

  38. I Love everthing u write, but for the First Time i am a Bit dissapointted :(
    They spend their First TimE Together and it i would have loved to read Details like their talk afterwards or the a proper scene in the Morning After. It was really Cut. But the end was gud. Hope u didnt get me wrong. I Love Ur stories!!!

  39. hey! inspite of your schedule you took out soo much time for this! thankyou! :)
    i love the story and how its moving on!

  40. I useally like Ur Updates. But this One was quite dissapointted :( an actual very important StagE of their relationship was not described well. And too Short. But the end was quite Good. Hope u didnt get me wrong. Love Ur Stories :)

  41. Can i kill LA
    Common evn Arnav can do it n say her its finished
    Why he need to jhelofy her when he is in love with Khushi
    I felt so bad for Khushi
    Better Arnav makes up to her soon
    Update sooner plz

  42. WOW.

    Lavanya is a whore with a capital W! :O

    The lenghths people go to for Arnav I tell you!Shocking .

    I loved the update!<3

    Thanks for the PM :)

    Do continue soon !


  43. Oh no! Damn Lavanya! She couldn't have chosen a worse moment for this!

    I really feel for Khushi! How shattering!

    Thanks for the update. Waiting to see what Arnav does now.


  44. Poor Khushi, just when everything was going so well......and Lavanya is such a cow!!!!!! How mean can this women get????? Wel. I guess what they say is true, a woman can go to any length yo get her man!!!! Wonder how Arnav will get out of this mess?????

    Thanks for PM


  45. I want to kill Lavanya. Just for money she is doing all this. Now Arnav needs to do a hell of a lot of pleading. Poor Khushi.

  46. Awesome update.... La is such a bitch a dumb one too!


  47. Ah Lavanya is TERRIBLE! She's the perfect villian. Loved this update!

  48. i tell you..... get rid of that lavanya bitchy witchy leech sooonnn nancy..... she's getting on my nerves.... shameless goose.....
    poor khushi..... well i dont feel sorry for arnav.... he needs to repent for his past deeds....

    ~~~ sam
    sparklystarstud on I.F

  49. Im waiting for update!

    I feel like i need to know what Arnav will do next

    Averio I-F

  50. very nice update, so finally they became one
    and very nice plan by La!

  51. noooo...this can't be happening...can't see arhi like this...lavanaya is so disgusting...she displayed all that in front of everybody????how can a girl do something like that?????? poor khushi....
    hope arnav is able to console her...
    cont soon

  52. This could hurt kkg for a long time just like how kkg and shyams terrace scene hurts as in the series.
    Its one thing knowing your man is no angel but its another thing having a first had visual of it to stain your memory forever!

  53. Would be interesting to see how asr gets out of this one. Can he reassure her and secure her rightful place? Can he let lavanya know that she is not in his league anymore.

  54. I loved the update. Lavanya is such a bitch... I never thought she would go to that extent. I wonder what Arnav will do now. I can't wait for the next part. Please continue soon.

  55. poor khushi...

    well written Nancy :)

  56. That is so sad for Khushi. Lavanya's is a bit**h. I guess all is fair in love and war.


  57. What an Update!!!. Poor Khushi. Are men generally like this?

  58. Oh god ! This mother - effing slut Lavanya pisses me off!
    How low can she go ?
    I mean showing a clip of her and ASR having sex ? Like WTF?

  59. Omg! Lavanya is duh a bitch!
    Poor Khushi! She just stole her beautiful memories of her first time, something she will never get back!

    Great update, waiting to see how this resolves!

    Thanks for the PM!
    Sjm15 - IF

  60. Oh my god feel so bad for Kushi
    I hope la is very happy now

    Stupid women ..... Really hate la now for doing this....


  61. WOW from such a high to the depths of despair, poor Khushi!!!

    La is a class A bitch!!!!!

    Can't believe they made a sex video, nothing good comes of those & they always come back to haunt you, I thought ASR was more astute than that but if La did it on the sly then he should connect the dots and realise that she is the enemy & that he needs to swiftly & cleanly deal with her removal from his life!!!

    Love this FF & now havaing withdrawal symptoms, as I read the whole 15 chapters today & want to keep reading but no more left, hope you update it soon, please?!?!

  62. Explosive update! I had NO idea that Lavanya was going to go to those lengths! She is really disgusting! To show a sex tape in front of everyone, just shows how she has NO class at all! Poor Khushi! I guess ASR is going to have a hell of a time, trying to convince her that he is seriouse about her NOW!

    Please update soon! I have really missed your story in the time you were unable to update!

  63. What an explosive update! I didnt expect Lavanya to go to THOSE lengths! She is really disgusting! To show a sex tape to everyone is just beyond sick! She has NO class at all! ASR sure knows how to pick em!

    Poor Khushi! How awful for her to see THAT after she just slept with the man herself the night before?? I bet she thinks now that she has been relegated to "part of the crowd" by ASR! He is sure going to have it tough now to convince her he is seriouse about her!

  64. What an explosive update! I didnt expect Lavanya to stoop THAT low! To show a sex tape to all those people just proves how lacking in CLASS she is! ASR sure knows how to pick em!

    Poor Khushi! To be subjected to THAT, when she herself just slept with the guy the night before! That is tough! I bet she feels like a price fool! ASR will have a tough time on his hands to prove to her he has ANY seriouse intentions towards her now!

  65. What an explosive update! I didnt expect Lavanya to stoop THAT low! To show a sex tape to all those people just proves how lacking in CLASS she is! ASR sure knows how to pick em!

    Poor Khushi! To be subjected to THAT, when she herself just slept with the guy the night before! That is tough! I bet she feels like a price fool! ASR will have a tough time on his hands to prove to her he has ANY seriouse intentions towards her now!

  66. Can't believe what a B**** Lavanya is and a shameless hussy too, she didn't mind exposing such a personal and private matter in front of everyone just to achieve her selfish desire.
    Poor Khushi, but then she should know that Arnav was no saint and he definitely had a past but I can imagine how something like this can hurt an innocent like her.
    Dee (drdee142)

  67. poor khushi...La is such a *****...

  68. (Copying my comment here as well :-))

    I am not too much of a comment-er as I'm usually not too keen on uttering nothings like 'too good', 'awesome' etc.

    You are one of those writers who write passionate, sensuously erotic, and yet pleasant OSs and FFs.

    I'll be very honest (and I'm sure you can take it well since you are not Gautham Hegde ;-)). For the very first time ever since I started reading your work, this update left a bad taste in my mouth :-( That video tape scene left me feeling really sick. While I trust you to make it all better and make me forget it, I don't really know how. I mean knowing that my guy has a past is one thing, but having to see a video of him enjoying with another woman and calling her baby and during the act and all of that is a bit too much - I feel like I'll be too scarred to ever be with him again, you know?

    I really beg of you to make it better - I don't know how, I'll leave that to you - make it morphed or someone else was in the video or something.. but, the thought that Khushi had to see Arnav in that situation makes me feel really really sick :-(

    And please take this as a compliment that I'm saying all of this. Please do NOT take this as offending. This is a very sincere thought from an ardent fan and follower. Because, I love your work from the bottom of my heart and it's what I go back to on a bad day to pep me up with :-) I mean every word!

  69. Hi am new here. I came across ur blog just this morning and I have read all your stories on this blog, all i can say ur an amaizing writter. Please keep up the good job.

    As for the comment all i can say is Lavanya is such a b***h.

  70. poor khushi.
    i hate lavanya.
    please continue soon.

  71. I loved this update. I feel so bad for khushi. Please continue soon

  72. update soon please

  73. Waiting for you update....Loved the story so far!!!

  74. Heyyy! When are you planning to continue.. :p

  75. When are you updatinggggg!!!!
    Seriously stalking your blog!!!! What have you done to me!!! Your stories are all brill!!! Thank you!!!

  76. heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

    plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz update sooooooooooooooooooon :(

  77. dudeee whens the next update! This mess gotta be cleaned up :)

  78. woowww do update soon! Btw, this is just constructive critism, I do really like when you do their sex scenes in details..I feel like this one wasn't up to the usually write them out really I would have prefered it not to be in flashback! But you're brilliant so thts ok, for next time ;')

  79. when are you going to update????????????????/

  80. I have been stalking your blog for waiting for you to update. When are you updating this awesome FF :(

  81. Awesome!! Update ASAP Please! :)

  82. Hey! Just read this FF..amazing story!:)
    am loving the concept..ArHi moments were all so awesome :D
    In the last update, I wonder how ASR will react to the video when he confronts Lavanya..

    Please continue soon.. Cant wait to read more from you...

  83. Nancy....please update soon.

  84. Hey !! Are you planning to continue. Can't wait to see how the story unfolds.
    I visit your blog every day !! Love all your work.

  85. Hi Nancy
    I have become addicted to your writing. I refresh your blog everyday with te hope to see an update to the FF. please update it soon. Can't wait....

  86. It has been so long since you have updated. Please update soon

  87. Anxiously waiting for your update! Been too long!!!


  88. Hope all is well with you....missing you!!

  89. I read about the death in your family. I hope you feel better.
    I'm a new reader and I just read this FF; I adore it.
    Whenever you feel better and up to it; just remember that you are a brilliant writer and will always be loved by your readers.
    Hope to read more from you soon. :)

  90. Nancy...hope you are doing Ok...was thinking about you!!

  91. Am so waitin for the update.. hope u continue soon :D

  92. I finished reading the whole FF today.... it was amazing... Hope your doing ok, and continue soon with the next update..

    Will check your blog everyday to see your update... :)

    ArnavLuvsKhushi - IF

  93. Hey there! Please update soon I can't live with the suspense any longer!! Great update, hope to see you back soon

  94. it ws absolutely full of emotions as well as hotness!!!
    plz plz update soon!!!

  95. Please please please please please pleas please please plead please please please please pleas please update please!!!!!!!!!!!!:(((( please?

  96. pls update asap..... Pls pls pls pls pls.....

  97. Read it in a go and loved it!!!

  98. Please please please update... u no from the time u have stopped writing evryday i used to check the blog once atleast to see if you have continued it...
    and the other u wrote the OS on and i was happy knowing dat finally u are back and expected u to continue with the Soulmate & Bedmate but my bad u have still not updated :(

    Please update it soon... please...

  99. Please let us know if you ever plan to continue this story?? I know it's been over 8 months so I doubt that you will. But I do hope you come back to your stories. Really miss your work!

    IF ID: nidsubh007

  100. Oh how I still hope and long to see an update! Hope you've been well! x

  101. there something serious....or have u forgotten this ff! i m thinking whats gonna happened and there u r not even updating due to personal problems.....atleast u would give a time period of ur absence.....hope u update soon then only i will tell how i felt about this ff

  102. It's almost 5 year for u r update r u going to update your ss or not r u forgot it u r work or not we are eagerly waiting for ur update

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  110. Hi there! I remembered this awesome FF and reread it... of course I also hoped that you maybe have already updated! Unfortunately not. Please update this awesome FF, Nancy. I am eagerly waiting to know how Arnav is going to fix this mess and how he will react to Lavanya when he finds out about her plan.
    Take care,